Monday, August 23, 2010

Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow... How long has it been since i last blogged??? 2 years?? time really flies huh... with just a blink of an eye, I've already been working for almost 2 years since i graduated.... almost forgotten about this blog...
i need a place to vent out a lot of things that have been troubling me for quite some time...so i guess this is the only place where i can vent out everything and anything...
as the title shows, yah, i'm not having a good day today... found out certain things that I wish it was something else... been having a lot of ups and downs recently where I began to doubt my own capabilities as well as the person I've always been....
Should I change my outlook and perspective towards life or should I just remain the carefree person I've always been... this sucks... Y cant life just be that simple where you only need to worry about bringing food to the table and nothing else... why??? i've always maintained a positive outlook towards life where i always believe with an optimistic mind, life will be a lot more happier and simple... but then, time and time again i've been proven wrong... sigh... How i just wish i could let it out just like that without caring about the consequences of my actions.. how i wish everything was that simple... sigh...
Neways, will blog more often from now on... hopefully... lol... just wanted to drop by today to vent out some frustrations as well as to update the outlook of this blog... the old one was too dull... so till then... ciaoz...and good nite everyone...