Sigh...

I've finally let go some of the burden before i leave this house in leeds before i leave to london such as sending out all my parcels to my new house as well as all the bloody gas and electric bills and the most important thing the visa application.. hopefully i will get an answer soon from the home office... AS for the packing part, that's wat i bloody hate the most.. i've placed most of my stuff in 3 boxes and when i tot it was enuf.. no.. i still have whole loads of stuff in my room rite now with me.. i wonder how the hell did all those stuff comes from.. lol..

Yesterday was my last day in Sentinel Car Park, after having worked there for 2 and a half months.. it was really a pleasure working with those guys.. they were really funny fellas with all these jokes and mocking each other even though most of them are pensioners.. lol..

It's gonna be a new life for me in london after staying so long in leeds where I had the most fun in life.. I'm gonna have to look for a new part time work to support my livinig here while I look for a permanent one.. to be honest, I fucking hate to look for a job here... all i ever get are rejection letters saying that they need someone with experience.. how the hell am i gonna get my experience if I'm not given a chance to gain experience.. fucking nutcase...

Life was so much easier as a student.. cant believe im saying this but i think i had more fun as a student than as a grad except maybe during the exams part.. lol.. now, i have to worry if i could land myself a good job, will i be able to support myself, how's my future gonna be like and etc.. it's just so depressing.. sigh.. guess that's part of life...

sigh.. i know it's all pointless here.. im just simply rambling about my life here.. dun get me wrong.. i love my life here, it's just that after getting so many rejection letters for my job application it tends to get on my nerves at times..

i think that's enuf rubbish for one post.. i shall get back to my packing now.. till then.. cheers...